when your heart and mind effected your body, the result is you becoming sick
when you know that you just don’t feel want to work, you felt disappointed with yourself, with your surrounding
I had weird things happening when I don’t feel good, when I felt heat my face becoming red all over, sometimes embarrassed I know but you can not changed what your body decided to do.
I arrived in the point of I don’t feel I want to spend another day by doing what I did, I am tired but I can not rest, I can not resign because I need the compensate that they give to me. sometimes when you think, it would be more easier if you just don’t have any ‘baggage’s’ in your life, that you know someone can support your life when you don’t have any jobs for the earning of money
They said you can not complained about your life, more people more unfortunate like you, I know that, maybe I just need to take a time out to think more about the life I choose and how to make it worth to live on. they said live your life likes there’s no tomorrow rite?